Free Topic: Rating Myself

  Hello everyone! I am back with another post with the most obvious title which makes people think that I am crazy or whatsoever. I have no other ideas for free posts so I decide to do this.

  How do I rate myself based on my appearance from one to 10? I rate myself 6.5 because I look so average and I don't make an effort to dress like what girls supposed to wear. I am more to a person who prefers comfort than style and that's what make me... me. I even wear my pyjamas when I went out with my family without myself realising because it was in the morning and I woke up the last.

  Consider about that, I have a little sense of shame. I get embarrassed at some aspect and clothing is not really concern. It's my choice to wear whatever I want, right? What I concern about myself and keep failing to achieve is losing weight. Well, I may not look like I am an obese but I am. I tried to lose as much weight and have a healthier life but it didn't work. Moreover, I get sick a lot because of my low metabolism. Not just that, I am embarrassed when I did something that I will regret or say something that is not meant to be said. I do have quite an attitude and most of the times I regret for doing such thing. My confidence level is quite above average and sometimes when I get too confident, I will answer wrongly. That is really embarrassing for me.

  Do I pay full attention all the time? Depends on what subject is it. I always slacking in classes which I hate myself for that but I still do it. I try to give full attention to every class no matter how boring, complicated or simply plain that subject is. I always think in my head, why I can focus on something I like but not something that I really need to focus? Laziness is the main cause for me to be like this. I don't know exactly how I tend to be lazy at times but I should have give an effort to change myself, which I didn't. Why? You know the answer.

  How do I rate my personality? It is hard even for myself to rate it but I know my personality changes depend on mood. When I am happy, I tend to be friendly, energetic and being positive. When I am not in a good mood, I become extremely cold and probably extremely rude according to my parents. I also coldly and mean to some people and being mysterious to most people. I socialise with people whom I'm comfortable with and they know how I act in real life.

  That is all for now. I hope that I really can change myself to be a better person in the future. You should reflect yours too. At first, when I got this idea from my parents, I was unsure whether it will be a good topic or a bad one. As I typed it here and reflect myself and also give myself a rating, I realise this is quite interesting in my point of view. Speaking on rating, I rate myself 7.9 overall and I will try my best to be a better human being in the future.